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???《over the rainbow???》???出???品???於1939???年???，???用???於???《???绿???野???仙???踪???》???。
???其???实???原???来???想???用???的???是???《que sera， sera???》???，???出???於???希???区???柯???克???的???《???擒???凶???记???》???（the man who knew too much???，1956???年???）???，???但???时???间???上???相???差???更???远???，???所???以???拥???了???相???对???较???近???的???《over the rainbow???》???，???但???其???实???这???首???歌???也???并???不???完???全???符???合???文???章???时???间???线???，???请???忽???略???这???个bug???。